ever had the experience of of working harder than you've ever worked, feeling like you are doing just about everything you can possibly do, taking less than minimal time for yourself and then being told that you are under-performing? I have, and its not a comfortable feeling, especially when you have just returned from 7 of the hardest hours of work you have ever done (for the organization that accuses you of not working enough). Alas it does no good to complain, but it feels good to vent.