Sometimes I feel terribly alone eventhough I am surrounded by myriad amounts of people all the time. There is always a buzz everywhere around me, it just doesn't involve me. Could the opposite be possible as well? Could I feel surrounded by friends and activity even if I were utterly alone and in unfamiliar surroundings? For my sake I hope so. I am tired of being surrounded and yet bored. Hopefully if I ship off to somewhere remote, I could be rather alone and yet in the midst of a whirlwind of activity.